wishful thinking

And hanging onto hope,
It may make you feel better.
..But it just makes me feel alone.
Because once you realise you're back in reality, your world is shaken up.
And if you're lucky - just if - you won't be torn apart.
You're pushed onto the ground, wondering if you'll ever pick yourself up again.
Why you'd even thought you could suppress your emotions. If it was really over in your head for you, and when the monster had latched his claws back in.

Please, tell me then, if your heart is still in one piece.

cw

So there's a boy.
What should I do?

jae ngyuen

This post is dedicated to my home girl, Jennifer Nguyen :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! You're finaaaaaly sixteen, does it feel any different for you? Cause I know it didn't at all for me. Actually, you can get your Ls, but thats about it. OH and have sex. Let's not forget about that :P
I've also just realised its been exactly one year since my employment at KFC.
See how significant your day is, its co-related with my kfc day.
BAHAHAH, I know how special that must make you feel, I know it makes me feel super-duper special :D


Let's not forget ol' Colonel Harland Sanders

But yes, I hope you've had yourself a delightful day. Despite the fact you're deprived of my presence. I know how sad that must make you feel. Don't worry, you've always got that "thumb" photo to stare at. LOL


I FUCKING LOVE YOU KID !

mountaineers

They reach the top, plant their flag and smile to the camera. Face filled with joy like there was nothing hard to overcome. Why would they take photos along the way, displaying the struggle and strife? That's what I see a lot. So many happy people that seem like they've got the easiest life, yet I have no clue as to what they've had to face.

Realisation: everyone undergoes difficulties despite what is displayed outwardly.

And soon, hopefully, you'll be at their position.

kleenex

I actually have no idea why I've been so emotional lately. Like someone will do something fractional to upset me, and i will feel that lump in my throat. And then the tears will follow shortly. And they're just little things in the house or minor disputes that will evoke this.

Weird?



Now if only I had that. That would erase anything I was feeling that lacked rainbows and butterflies.

NUTELLA really does cure everything :)