Saturday, May 29, 2010

stateless


I think I might’ve inhaled you, I could feel you behind my eyes. You gotten into my bloodstream, I could feel you floating in me.

General Adaptation Syndrome

My body is so incredibly stressed at this moment. I have only just realised it, and it is definitely taking it's physical toll on me. Probably why everyone in the year level is sick; they're all in the resistance stage and soon, we're all going to be exhausted with our immune systems at its weakest. There is so much to study for yet the only thing I should focus on is Psychology. How I long to be free. Free from all the worry and second guessing. Release me -
..now, please.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

sette

Oh Chemistry, how you make my life so much harder.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

pharmaceuticals

I remember getting lost in Richmond when I was really young. I was meant to be holding on to the mother very tightly. But I guess I'd gotten distracted with something more interesting.
I remember how a man had asked me to follow him, and I did. And he'd led me into his pharmacy. He's offered me some "yellow cake" and I was happily eating it on a stool that I sat on.
I remember mom running in frantically, so relieved that I was safe.
I vaguely remember her eyes being damp, from tears I figure now.
I remember how innocent I used to be, but now look at me.

Thinking back on that instant, I can see why she's so worried about me all the time.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

12:42 11/5/10

I will never feel this much pain and guilt in my life.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

hayley williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

Monday, May 3, 2010

10 things i hate about you

KAT
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.

She pauses, then continues.


KAT
(continuing)
I hate it...
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.

She begins to cry as she continues to read.

KAT
(continuing)
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all.


She looks directly at Patrick. He looks back this time, morose,
thoughtful.

Then she walks out of the room The rest of the class remains
in stunned silence.


This scene was heart wrenching.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

teatime


Why can't life be this simplistic? So that everything is logical and makes sense. With no decision to make, nothing to make you feel mind boggled,
..all the time