this is legit

Seriously, I couldn't not blog about this !
I'm finally free from you, and I even tested myself last night. I listened to my "deathmix" which would usually send me into an abyss of sadness, crying myself to sleep - but instead when I put it on last night, it sent me straight to sleep. No feeling sorry for myself, no creating scenarios in my head, none of that.
I've finally reached a stage in my life where I can honestly say to my friends that I'm over you without feeling like I'm lying to them, because this time I'm really not.
I never thought this day would come; I'd convinced myself that I would forever be tied down by you. Don't get me wrong, you're a mad person and I don't ever want to lose your friendship - but that "extra" thing I had always had for you is now gone, and I will be forever grateful.
I know a part of me has died, and I'm definitely not feeling bad about it.