in sum

..content with life right now, and I'm finally feeling like myself again. It would be nice if everything just stayed as is, but we all know that's not going to happen.

HEY !

STOP IT !

untitled

Things feel different, good different though.

right now

It's becoming so difficult to just smile and laugh it off; running away seems like the easiest option.

stfu

Like, fuck you. I don't deserve any of this shit.

finally

I haven't felt this delightful in so long. Things are looking up.

wise men

I should probably listen to the advice I so frequently receive. But the two groups stand on polar ends of the scale, which makes things a little difficult for me. Still, they all just want me to be happy; sometimes I fear I don't know how to be anymore.

2012

I need to remember that I'm still a full time student and should probably invest more time in actually studying. I am really enjoying the independence that university life offers but it isn't an excuse to party all week(end) and neglect the books. I can honestly say I don't miss high school.

february

I hate how cynical my thoughts can be, but it's not my fault that I've turned out this way. I used to be so naive, so easy to please, and extremely hopeful for what bright futures I would find myself in. Now I am certain nothing lasts forever, and shit happens. I'd prefer to save myself the disappointment and abstain from future planning.

A

So glad to have you in my life. You keep me grounded and actually find solutions to my problems.