#thingsihate

• Leaving things to the last minute but I do it anyway
• Bloating like a mother ef
• Expectations
• Not knowing how I feel 

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I just don't like people.

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I never realised how hard it is to hold on to happiness.  There is always one obstacle that you must overcome.  When you finally think you've got it all figured out, another missile of a problem is targeted on you and it becomes your focal point.  Is it that difficult for us to remain in a blissful state ?  Aim your darkness elsewhere.

new eyes

For the first time in ages, I'm viewing my life as something besides trash and perhaps a project worth working for.  Optimism is coming far more naturally and pessimistic thoughts are kept to a minimum.  Everything seems to be sitting in its rightful place and I can truly move forwards for once.  Aside from small tweaks, I don't want anything to change.  Just let me have my peace for a little while longer, please ?

home dawwwwwgs

Love meeting new azns, they just all get me and I never cease to have fun around you guys.

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He used to constantly make me feel crap about myself and cause me to second guess everything I did. I don't need it from you too.

433am

I have missed texting at this hour. I thrive on this time of night.

go away

I don't enjoy this feeling at all. Vanish please.

john mayer

Only your music can evoke such painful memories for me. Although at the same time, I can't seem to get enough of you. I could sit here absorbing every lyric, harmony, and beat and let my thoughts run aimlessly in my head for hours. One day, I hope your songs could redirect me to someone else instead of him. I think we could be ever so slowly getting there. But for now, I will let your music continue to send shivers through my body.

what is this feeling

So sudden and new.

don't tell me

I'm finding it really hard.

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You're constantly on my mind, and I don't know if this is normal. Am I on yours ?

#TM2012

I had such a blast, definitely a weekend to remember and I'm so happy to have spent it with all my favourite people. There was not one dull moment and my abs have had a good workout from all the laughing. You guys are practically family now. See ya'll next year :)