i know this sounds silly

And I shouldn't second guess myself, but sometimes it just seems like you don't really care.  Like, of course I am aware that you do, but I mean in on a deeper level.  There is this thing that I really want to tell you, but I just don't know how you'd take it.  But at the same time, its something I should be sharing with you.  Its like, certain things that I believe should frustrate you or whatever, just doesn't.  And I don't know if they really don't bother you or you're just saying it, so I just let it go and assume there is no problem with what I'm doing.  These are two different things that I'm talking about, and I know that no one else will understand, but the latter scenario forms a basis of how I think you think. I don't actually know how to better illustrate this situation so I'm just going to stop typing here.

cuntfuck

There is no quantifiable amount of hatred I have towards you.  Frustration and anger are no longer suitable emotions.  Please, for us, just  leave and never come back.  Can you not see the damage and destruction in which you have left in your path ?  She can't escape you, she just can't.  She should know better, but with you she is helpless.  You are a lost cause and no matter which lies you choose to pull out of your arse, nothing will change because you, are a cunt.  I beg of you to do us all a favour and FUCKING LEAVE !  

untitled

I miss the way you used to make me feel.  It's not supposed to be like this.

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Omg the things I would do for a YSL ring.

who cares ?

..me.

shared dream block

You were both in it. What does that mean ?

yt/luke

The Five Love Languages:

• acts of services
• quality time
• words of affirmation
• gifts
• physical touch

friend

There is so much we don't know about each other.  I have only been dealing with this issue recently and there is so much rage and frustration that I have to learn to redirect.  I am so incredibly humbled by your thoughts and actions.  I can only imagine how hard it has been and how hard it will be for my --.  There is a whole other side to you that I never knew and I'm glad you opened up to me.

#whatineedrightnow

• to go shopping and find the most amazing pair of ponte leggings
• to find the motivation to actually sit down and do some solid studying for my exams
• to vacuum the house
• to see you, because I miss you
• to be cuddled by you
• to stop watching Friends
• but also to catch up on MChef