Friday, April 30, 2010

emilyandthomas

"What do you do if someone you love lets you down? Really fucks you over?"
"You must try to stop loving them."
"Is that possible?"
"No."

-skins;

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

persuasion

I could write a love story and convince every single reader that I know what I'm talking about.

But the truth is when it comes to love, nobody knows what they are talking about.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

gamble


Try it yourself
..although in that split second, you may uncover completely different hopes than what you'd expected initially

Claire

NICEEEEEE !

Claire

HEY !

Monday, April 26, 2010

mr.m

Now that the "finding a date to the formal" dilemma has been fixed, I can stress less.

although there are still a few patches to sew up

Sunday, April 25, 2010

350|intoxication


and that's how i felt last night..

This whole day I have been thinking back to that night. What exactly happened? How did I get from seeing you when I walked in, thinking all the pretty girls would be all over you the whole night - to actually talking to you properly and finding out you're an amaaazing guy. Words cannot begin to describe how splendid the night was for me. I obviously cannot speak for others.

I just love how people can surprise you in such a manner. It's such a delight to meet new people and for a split second, you have hope of forgetting all your troubles. That is exactly what I needed. Something to take my mind off things, and you provided just that for me. But I guess every high must have a low, and the moment where it all comes crashing down again is now. I think it's time for farewell, it was nice meeting you..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

la mere


Oh mother bear, how I do love you. I know it does not always show through my actions, but please know that you're my most favourite person on this planet, and I adore you to bits ! I know it's rather late to be choosing New Year's Resolutions, but if this counts as a "Almost Half Year Resolution", I will:
Be as grateful as I possibly can towards you and respect everything you choose for me
No words can describe how lucky I am to have you as a mother.
Mom, I love you :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

short of breath

You evoke so much anger in me that I cannot contain it. It makes my hands tremble and my heart race. It's so hard to be civilised with you because seeing you makes me feel sick.
I ask Him this: why are we related?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

caught in a moment








When you flick through photos and cannot find a single one filled with pure happiness with a beloved, that's when you should start to worry. Because the truth is, you can't fake love. And despite how hard you try to capture it through a lens, the only person to be pondering the reality of it is yourself.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

cw

And you make my heart race like crazy.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

cw

Turns out I like you more than I thought I did,
..or want to.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

get over yourself


I absolutely cannot complain. I feel like I'm in the worst position possible when there are people out there that have heart wrenching thoughts and occurrences - ten thousand times worse than I could possibly imagine, or begin to imagine. You've got it swell, not everything is about you.

sarah

Why should I even care?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

john lasseter

Toy Story is actually brilliant.












Who can't wait for Toy Story 3? Moi :)

Monday, April 5, 2010

le f0rest?

And it hurts so much to even think about you. To look back at how happy we were - well, I can only speak for myself - and the position I've ended up now. I cannot even begin to imagine how differently it'd be if I hadn't met you, and wasted three years of my life. You've ruined so many things for me, and changed the way I approach and analyse things. I want to say I hate you, but then I'd be lying to myself, because I really don't. And I wouldn't be able to bring myself to hating you. Because you mean that much to me, despite the amount of angst and grief you had placed upon me.
I thank you, just for doing that much to me.

And although I feel this way, I just hate how we've drifted apart so much. We used to be so close.. what happened?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

ticktick


I miss those days when the only thing that could upset me overnight is when I accidentally wore a watch into the shower, and of course it'd gotten wet, so it stopped working. Yes, those were the types of things that worried me. But now, I can only wish that little things like that were the only concerns fluttering in my mind. Sometimes I just wish I could go back to when I was younger. When all I did everyday was ride my bike out to the creek with my cousins. With our little "formation" of bikes. I fear the day when my memories of those adventures cease, because from what I see at the moment, everything inside my head consists of a problem.

"How do I do this?" - "Why isn't this how I wanted it to be?" - "What is wrong with me?" - "When am I going to get this done?" - "Can I actually be committed to that?"

This is all very juvenile and pathetic, I'm aware. Although I just really want a moment everyday where I can be in pure happiness - like when I was younger - and be omitted from any worry; any. Just for one second.

Friday, April 2, 2010

dixon

Its funny how guys don't hold grudges, but girls do.
When two guys are in a fist fight they can be best friends afterwards.
Yet when two girls have a small dispute, they're bitches to each other for the following weeks/months. And even if they "resolve" it and apologise, they both secretly dislike each other.

I am no so over those negative feelings and thoughts of people who have wronged me in one way or another;
life's too short to hold grudges :)