And it hurts so much to even think about you. To look back at how happy we were - well, I can only speak for myself - and the position I've ended up now. I cannot even begin to imagine how differently it'd be if I hadn't met you, and wasted three years of my life. You've ruined so many things for me, and changed the way I approach and analyse things. I want to say I hate you, but then I'd be lying to myself, because I really don't. And I wouldn't be able to bring myself to hating you. Because you mean that much to me, despite the amount of angst and grief you had placed upon me.
I thank you, just for doing that much to me.
And although I feel this way, I just hate how we've drifted apart so much. We used to be so close.. what happened?
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ReplyDeleteCannot wait to see you my love.
So we can discussssss.
Ex's and oh's.