you

Why do all my feelings of deep sadness always relate back to you? When I think we'd never be back to the way we were, you give me a call. When I finally think you're out of my life, you visit me in my dreams. I would like to say that I want you to leave me alone, but you know I'd just be lying. I ignore so many things that sweep past me as I am clearly still focused on you. Have you really broken me?