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Thank you so so much for that chat lovely, you've made me feel a hundred times better.  I know I'm always doubting myself and my actions, but discussing these things with you makes me feel normal again.  I never have to worry about you judging me, and I know I can trust you with everything.  You have not the slightest clue how much I miss you, how much I miss seeing you every single day, and how I long the days when I could simply run up to you with a #whitegalproblem and we'd chat in depth about it.  You always understood the way my mind functions, despite how silly most of the things that come out of my mouth sound.  I haven't let myself fathom how different it will be (even more) with you gone for months.  You're just ah-mah-zing, and I love you for that :)