i need a sign

It all just felt so comfortable.  Different, refreshing, but comfortable.  I couldn't give two fucks what anyone else thought, all I want is to know exactly what you're thinking.  I'm torn between two points - both of which carry no less truth or significance than the other.  I suppose taking risks is not my forte but I have such a strong feeling about this.  Fear of failure is probably the one thing holding me back at the moment and I can't think of anything that will ease that restraint.