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I miss those days when the only thing that could upset me overnight is when I accidentally wore a watch into the shower, and of course it'd gotten wet, so it stopped working. Yes, those were the types of things that worried me. But now, I can only wish that little things like that were the only concerns fluttering in my mind. Sometimes I just wish I could go back to when I was younger. When all I did everyday was ride my bike out to the creek with my cousins. With our little "formation" of bikes. I fear the day when my memories of those adventures cease, because from what I see at the moment, everything inside my head consists of a problem.

"How do I do this?" - "Why isn't this how I wanted it to be?" - "What is wrong with me?" - "When am I going to get this done?" - "Can I actually be committed to that?"

This is all very juvenile and pathetic, I'm aware. Although I just really want a moment everyday where I can be in pure happiness - like when I was younger - and be omitted from any worry; any. Just for one second.