this is no longer a safe place

My thoughts are spilling over the edges of my brain at the moment. I want to type them all right now and send them into the abyss of the internet - but I'm afraid you'll read this, and then I will most definitely get interrogated. Some things I just can't keep to myself at the moment, someone needs to hear this, but not anyone I know. So I'm sorry blog, I can no longer trust you with these things.